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Side Effects

Side Effects

Side effect of mental illnesses
We are fully aware of the up and down of the rollercoaster, the darkness and how shy the light can be to come into our lives. 
The outburst that damages us, our relationship and hurt our loved ones. But usually mental illness never comes alone, because beside
affecting our surrounding, it also affects our brains which then our body reacts to it.
So let's bring those pieces to the table. First one that comes to mind is memory, seem like to survive, our brain sacrificed at time our short...


Dear Anxiety - Clayton Jennings

Dear Anxiety - Clayton Jennings

I wake up, puddle of sweat
I have nightmares when I get back into bed
It's like these voices just keep playing on repeat
In the back of my head
And I can't get them to leave me alone
30 years old but still hates being alone when I'm home
Because that's when the voices get the loudest
Opening up like this is a moment far from my proudest
But these demons keep pressing me
I swear they're the foulest
But I've grown comfortable with their presence
My conscious is calloused...


Time has passed.

Time has passed.

I remember pulling over a lady that I believed...

Understanding

Understanding

This is not me complaining nor whining about my state. I want to inform those who dont understand, I want to speak for the ones who cant. I want to help my case. I had a huge conversation with my wife yesterday and I realize that most of my state are not understood.

"We the unwilling"

"We the unwilling"

We, the unwilling, 

led by the unknowing, 

are doing the impossible 

for the ungrateful. 

We have done so much,