I have nightmares when I get back into bed
It's like these voices just keep playing on repeat
In the back of my head
And I can't get them to leave me alone
30 years old but still hates being alone when I'm home
Opening up like this is a moment far from my proudest
But these demons keep pressing me
I swear they're the foulest
But I've grown comfortable with their presence
My conscious is calloused...
I'm talking to you
And I don't pretend to know everything that you've been through
But if it's shame you feel, just know that I've sinned too
And if it's pain you're feeling
Just know that that's something I went through
I don't know your story, but I know you and me are a lot alike
So let me talk to you for a minute while I've got this mic
ARE YOU ONE OF THOSE?
For the longest time, I was showed a way to follow and that being different was not ok.
I was made to believe that if I was not following the group due to what ever reason I would never end up alone. If you are like me, you did face loneliness. Is it wrong? At that time, I beat myself, I hated to not think the same way that others did. Because I was not talking like others, not processing the same way, not wanting the same things… I was different, and...
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